Hard life

DEBATING SUCKS.
As in ... really really really sucks? (A/N ... I sound sooo lame)

I had felt okay about today's debate against Jason, Will and Matt with my teammates Shir and Code but ... meh. Shir and Code kicked butt. They were ... like GOOD. as in ... good. And then ... i came up as 3rd speaker and messed everything up ... *sigh* and just coz they're teamline was in the figurative sense, doesn't mean you can't take in literally! I mean, debaters are supposed to go against the teamline in any way possible ... right?

*doesn't look convinced*

and on top of that, when i'm feeling bleh about my debating skills, the DEBATING AGAINST JASPER ROAD IS TOMORROW! *freak everybody!* I mean, its obvious MPPS is gonna lose ... but we're gonna lose SOOOOOO badly. *sigh* I mean, i'd do anyhting to debate well against Jasper Road. Knock down some of the arguments that the 3rd speaker makes ... SHE'S STATE WINNER for god's sake.

-end debating ramble-

-start today's ramble-

At skool today ... erm, i dunno. Bayu was swearing about Mrs. Armstrong like usual, but ... MATTHEW. I mean, he's a great mate to his friends and everything, very loyal and full of laughter that guy is ... but you have that feeling he's not as nice to people ... who annoy him. LIKE ME. rather, ESPECIALLY ME. I mean, i know i talk alot, (i'm shushy!) but, he talks alot too, Matt does. And he tells me to shut up and gets all moody at me.

And when i say hi to him these days, i don't get anything other than a glare. Sorry Lindy, but it has to be. Matt is not nice to people he doesn't like. I trust this hatred doesn't go as deep as Jimmy and Jason. And then again ... Matt's like ... CLOSE friend of them.

THEN, after skool, mum and i went to the library (cheers!!!!!!!!!!!!!) but my dear lovely mum told me to only borrow 5 fiction books and borrow some history and science book thingies. (*don't cheer*) 5 FICTION BOOKS. FIVE. FIVE. FIVE. FIVE. Me, Jiye Kim a.k.a. shushy-who-reads-too-much only allowed to borrow 5 books. BUT, i got my way in the end. Well, i got to borrow 7 books. MUHAHAHAHAHA. But still, ... 3 books were HISTORY BOOKS. Actually, that's not bad at all. I looooove History ... BUT TO SACRIFICE READING BOOKS! (as in, proper fiction books)

*add a few more rambling paragraphs*

Erm, then mum spent like ... 1 hr 15 min at Stockland, and in that time, i read 'Daughter of the Blood' for the 6th time. (And shir, who owns the books, have only read it twice) Shirley's adored 'Black Jewels Trilogy' book. i finished 300 pages while i was waiting for her ... *smiles gleefully* then ... tay came!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was nice to have company for 10 min ...

she was great to talk to i guess ...

I guess ...