Thursday, September 15, 2005

- a ramble and a grudge -

HOW DOES MRS. FAULKNER KNOW WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH? HOW DOES EVERYBODY KNOW AND HAVE THE RIGHT TO LECTURE ME IN SOMETHING YOU HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT? sO, I'M OBNOXIOUS, CRAZY, BITCHY, HYPER, TALKS TOO MUCH AND A TOTAL ANNOYING LITTLE THING, BUT DOES THAT MEAN MRS. F HAS THE RIGHT TO JUDGE ME BY TAKING THE WORDS FROM GUYS THAT WOULD HAPPILY SEE ME SKINNED ALIVE? So, i'm exaggerating. But seriously Mrs. F, I worship you greatly and i think your the best teacher i ever had but ... is stealing boy's hats and teasing them back really something worse than guys calling you every stupid name in the universe, making me break down and cry coz everybody laughs at everything i do, and eeeeverybody thinks that the best happening in his life is to break my hand? I actually have no idea why I have to live through this.

-get ready for a l-a-r-g-e ramble plz-
I mean ... I'm exaggerating greatly, but i'm not lying that i broke down, and i'm not lying that Mrs Faulkner doesn't trust me anymore than a slippery eel. Just coz i talk too much these days, and make everybody pay attention to me. I mean it's true, but if i don't go hyper MRs, Faulkner, what DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO> Break down and cry my heart out and change skools. So, you weren't really mean to me, not at all. You never have ... but you sent me out of the classroom, a real shame, and talked a lecture about that stealing guys hats isn't the best way to get their attention. I said -they- teased me. She said they tease me more if i steal their hats. HA! DOES SHE THINK THAT IF I DON'T TAKE THEIR HATS, THEY WON'T HATE ME ANYMORE? Sure, i'm still bitching about the fact of 'the talk' on msn aaaages ago, and the guys don't tease me as much, but it hurts more than before. Oh, and the fact that Matt whispered to Mrs. F at skool today when i was at debating saying 'imagine the great word without jiye.' oh thnx matt, and i had finally gotten over the fact you were really mean. No offence lindy, but MAtt was half the thing that made MRs. F not trust me anymore. And in term 2, she thought i was kool coz i stood up for Aaron and she said i knew people well. Fat chance.

I broke down, mum got angry at me, she shouted at me, i said she didn't undestand me, but what does she care about> She loves me, sure, but that doesn't mean she knows everything. Mum gets angry that what Mrs.F says is true. I put too much attention on myself. So from tomorrow, i'm being quiet. Extremely quiet. And if the boys still tease me ... i don't know what to do. I may tell mrs f, but seriously. That may have her understanding, and tell the whole class to not tease me and then the guys will think i'm weak ... oooooooor, she may think i'm exaggerating and forget about it. I mean, MRS FAULKNER, YOU'RE THE ONLY TEACHER THAT I THOUGHT WHO WAS WORTH IT. AND NOW ...*sigh*

I talked for around 10 min after skool with Nicole today but yeh . Oh, you know what> Mrs faulkner thinks i;m taking the guy's hats and teasing them coz i like them . SUREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Hey, if you think this yourself, seriously, i'll try to change . HEre's the question.
1. Do you hate me?
2. Why am i picked on?
3. Am i annoying and shined a spotlight on coz i'm too hyper and talk alot.
4. AM I BREAKING DOWN OVER NOTHING?

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